FASTING- DAY 2
Mood:  spacey
Dear God,
*sigh* i was so glad that i had slept so much because i thought i would be wide awake here at work.. but i'm still falling asleep :( what's wrong with me? all i want to do is sleep? I wonder if the lack of sugar intake is the thing... but i've been eating lots of fruit.. so i dont know :S and i also drank a fruit juice which i should have had.. maybe i should drink some apple juice.. ok so anyway.. i have made no progress this week on the work that i have to do.. i've read PDL and journaled but other than that i have not accomplished much and tomorrow is already wednesday which means half the week is gone already :( Dear God please give me more energy and motivation to follow through on the things i have committed myself to. ty for nicodemas who gave me some good insight. dear God i am so sorry i am at odds with the rest of the worship band :( i know that does not please you. please help us to unite in worship. dear God if it is your will for me to change schedule please let there be a schedule available. i love you God. Amen

FIRST DAY OF FASTING
Mood:  happy
Well Dear GOd this is going to be a quick one because i accidently erased my last blog so i had to create a new one. PLease help me today as i help my customers. i feel happy with you, but i feel reluctant to come into contact with others if that makes sense. wow and this kb and prog are so much better at keeping up with my typing. please help me to reflect in you and in your word. i am somewhat confused please clear my head and bring my peace. i want to do your will and i want my influence in others to be your will. dear God i love you, please let that love grow for you. I have to go :( but i will be back later.